Friday, November 27, 2009

a couple of years ago people in the studio talk about slash.


I laugh when I read about it today.

http://www.viceland.com/blogs/uk-film/2009/11/23/10-interesting-pictures-of-dr-spock-being-erotic/

There seems to be a lot.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

stacks

stacks of shirts.

or tables, that is not mine.

records with a red disc and black pen is permanent cock print.

If it's shit you don't have to do it shit too.

There's good crap and bad crap.

soap makes you think of the pooh smell.
I've been doing lots of things since the last blog and I can't remember the style of writing I last implemented. I want to read a novel to fall asleep to and make the pictures in my mind and tension.


I was waiting for a bus and the moment was quiet. There was a contracted cleaner. Sweep the grooves delicately. small brush and dustpan on a stick; he still had to lean over slightly. I thought it must be awkward for sweeping a long time, pains in back and all that.


I think the Ed man today likes words like I do and the lady on the bus saying Arcadian Gardens. I got a text from marco explaining the lady on a different bus while I was on the 121.

I want to write about the interactive because I remember a conversation me and keith and fiona and jennifer were present for and chris during my first year of university about the slides in the tate modern. Art that is diluted? due to it being interactive.? that being the feature detracting from any other issues surrounding a piece. I thought it was a part of it.. surely the artist considers this during the process of conceiving the object or experience.

I've been talking to some people occasionally on the internet. They often say things that are 'when are we gonna meet up?' I don't answer these and then find another one to talk to.

Gifts and time and value. these are things that are god for me.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Apt

.. the best job in the world and poker fac.e.

It is sad to see a programme like this when you can see what they are here for ,, sell sell sell.
The gaga was on, I like the choice, bending truth and speed of delivery of media media repetition. gorgeous.,,.Charming.. and very nice.
It was sad because I said that I could do the blog for them talking about the reef excursion. It was beautiful.. easily see the family here with me, relaxing experience of a lifetime.

\Relentless. campaign. candidates.


well, I did some painting and the room is cool.

Friday, June 12, 2009

tennis and hate, disdain of blue. blake, the fish and man with headbandl. lobs adn films and love and . leo and paul and going to te library and the lady had a snail on her shirt, but it as just a picture, I watched gone baby gone and i liked the tv so i thingk that helped me to draw. the ende shot is . end shot was a lady , well a very young one, a child on a sofa with a bman and they weree not talking . they look blankly in the direction of the tv , the camera is behind the tv , we see the back of the tv and their body facing us. I was to start a drawing of the film on graffitti face book. I started but i think it will not be as long as the one for dragonflies. Recently i've come to be drawing adn drawing but still not a s much or as how i would like. Ivon Hitchesn in mind again. It makes me happy to get emails from real people. , I feel like doing what simon suggested. writing lists fo the thinkgs I planned, then rewriting again with the things thtat happen. , Doug likes the tennis players to wear white. I like the soungd that roddick's racquet makes when it hits the balls. I dr I drew Murray his profile quickly because they move quite fast on the screen on face close ups. I like the demeanouur of Juan Carlos Ferrero.. blu ray and blufin tuna. Our house has sexual tension which escapes into tidying

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

writing.

today is sun.
sit on bus.
In front of.

alignment. is nice. wholly.
it is bad only at it.
holes. and in the mood for. throw.
Prick. on my leos.

Burn.


Scan.
It looks like shit to me.
a thing about bins.
.


I; love less

burgundy beret.

I watched taxi driver and i didn't like it because they shoot people.
It was good.


Nick said people like to see faces that they know even if it is after a few years.



Alec came to london.
Ant slept on a sofa and was sick.


I went to Camden town to visit my housemate.
No longer need candy be mute.

Thank you children.
All these wonderful things.
They're very precious.
I'm afraid other people wouldn't appreciate them.
Why not?
'Cause other people don't see things the way you do.

not go to kung fu.
not go to selina.
go to cinema?

things you are interested in . I'm interested in the simple that people what is it that they like? everyone . the view of what. people like adverts. what do i like about them. what is like. Beauty. Kant. aargh. plato. all the philosophical. write about theorising but i don't wan tto agree with. without evidence that one must have.

Life and performance. Stacey told me a name. the difference.. Identity. A man that rob stone or stewart martin said performance. life is a performance and that reality. there is know acting. It is all true performance. What you do is what you are? Just different parts of you.

I went on a 'date' to star trek. I like the bit where the kirk shifts the model replica in his hand making the dust fall off. His dad died on the 'real thing'
we went to a bar and the dave i was with told me that Brian hadn't aged well. Dave went to the underground and I went to another bar. I had strongbow. And water. Brian didn't want a drink I offered but Louis seemed happy. I talked to some chinese men and then sat in a corner with a Dave from Boston. He liked how I knew some American terms.

'dave. went on a date. dave. dave. dave. don't run with scissors run with knives dave who i sent a picture. to. dave toule. dave hyde. incest is my fave with my uncle dave. gay dave. dave hay on quaker oats. dave moxon. dave.

dave deleted me .


I know what I want to do . language. libbly says clinginig into it and runningl. claire texts and i understand it more than life.
I get frustrated about all the learning. Can we not read it and learn ourselves. do it yourself. What is the question? Can we learn ourselves from witnessing the works rather than all the critique on it. . Why do people put on the labels and stick and make it so i have to learn what words like performance.. .. surely the way the work is shown . elements. tools. we can use all of the parts to create an experience. the one of performance is one we can hear. when we read words is there not a multitude of different voices and styles? so why do i always have a that it doesn't really matter attitude. that is becuase there is nothing more than moving objects words and . the same things and enjoying it. aww, i'm happy now. now then death.

work as in paid.... or University pain?

celebrating the lack of ambition.

you don't have to do anything special. Not benefit frauds.
just enjoy it.
love it.

a man that is warming. breathes

where's your work?

pointing at words. carressing the books with no windows.
milton. yes. watch.


i was talking to marcus and that if you push you could get there but that is not my ambition.
Mine is to do it. satisfaction.
what was i going to say? it was suvi and blues.
how do you decide which tools become objects and aesthetics.
a list of quests.
ions and anions.


sees me how i wish stares with smile.
it's a mark though not a Mark. Simon then camera then laptop then eyes then pencil paper brain. a link that I like drawings and that perhaps the people i draw from are important to making the pictures. I like the looks. i like the looks. it's the look that i like not the drawing but.. the drawing is not the bit you see. the drawing is the performance process. feeling the look and feeling the look. the physical act is just a tool for seeing.

write what things are.
(graphite HBpencil and paper 96gsm A6 105x148mm) sat 30 may 2009 0023


i did five hours of drawing.. until 0300.

i rubbed trudy out
it looked like her and now it does not.
reminded me of looking at auerbach portrait that took ten years.
I thought to see richter portrait show that finishes tomorrow. I feel like maria will call soon. I'm starting to feel happier about drawing. but not what to draw. just do it. it feels better. time. determination. the object is not important. it is the seeing. conor harrington.

this is the line of how i gallery.

there is no interest. you don't need to be. it comes easily enough, just see something. then walk around it and hear what people's prescence do to change the experience and the objects change.

how we align but not alltogether wholly.
allign.
moist.
i missed horn.


Doug wears blue jeans. Dante says he looks cool. Dante says I am cool because I think I'm cool.
Matt watching tennis talking about dreams.
Are you going to Uni, goodbye.

two stupid bitchess that .. fu.. dickhed!
two stupid bitchess that .. fu.. dickhed!

I got a message on facebook from Alex. determination. is that something i have? dante said it and i think it would be. I wanted alex to add to the book as like what reichard hamilton dieter roth book i saw. conversations and letters like claire writes s but more linear and rigid. . In my head he already red what i had written so it makes sense to give it to him even though the meanings are lost . there are no meanings but there are. You don't have to get it.

A Alex
i text because he text in the other week about a drink at lunchtime. then people jump onto words. It will be funny if it is the same kind of thing when i meet for drinks people of before.. like they expect me to say something. I have nothing special to say.

I liked to write the text but it makes me a little angered at myself because i don't read the books and don't do the writing that i thiink in my head i will do but i do like to sing about the frustration al0ng to 'frozen' ;madonna.

I left madonna in spoons

need to work, work needs me.
a distraction from the nothing. and the nothing. thought of void and boredom and pointlessness.\
if you were rich.

At the moment I like to draw parts of the things in front of me with people's changing faces and moods, along with part of the reality and objects there as well as my imagination to complete a composition. What are you revising? I don't have any exams for my degree so i'm lucky in a way. good luck. Matt x

no, i was shocked that I did it as I haven't for over 1 year. There will be a scene without voices because I can't hear yours.
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I think i need to do some writing. It's annoying when I go places and other people are texting because i want to see them as well but they are not coming to the same place.

I should bring back home a man today because i said that to hannah. I think jennifer. was with some men last night but i don't know if that is true. I want leo to praise my writing style but i think he already did. I wanted to hug the people before they went back to their own country but didn't want to do the performance, it doesn't fit in with my walk.
I said I would come in and let ernest use studios and stuff only if he would draw me naked. I like steve

Monday, January 19, 2009

review

LoveLove of bob jeccts
Claires exhibition.
Wha iti kippen burger.
John d Wilson. Wurm image from book photoe . intereiors bri9on and elodie jelalous legs Tuesday cheapest boyeruism.


Love of objects. Yummy l.
Books find colour book ret
Kitsch and bourding
Chapman
What is kippenburger
John d wils on
Lambie wurm denny kkelly rotth Duchamp Warhol newman Tyson draw and brendon draw and bnums brian and elodie jealousy legs . cheapest bouyeurism text buy the stuff. Money .
Keith eminesque.. bn
Be like the people that you look at the alamps tie lembobo jenny rowan wriapo bin function holding photographst.

Holding lo material iswswm ameaning in.
Secrtets
Secrets story fantasyt thinig st
So good at being bad
Blindness
Pretty things. Jochen kleingg.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Flickr

This is a test post from flickr, a fancy photo sharing thing.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

steve

left his stick in the computer that I'm writing this with.
Simon says that context is a part of what we have to present during our twenty minute talk.
Van gogh.
forger.
you can be happy and not annoy people when you are dead. Fashion students ask me what i will show. A painting or photography

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

i have to write about chris martin and coldplay and the programme i saw it on over the christmas period.